Try to have a date night once a week and when your Dr Spouse has time off go somewhere.
There are dating in lebanon where u will go to events, parties And hookah spending holidays without him.
Oh well, at least now I know. You're hookup into a den of crazy, tbm bishop's daughter, I hate to say it but you should really be contemplative about what you're stepping into. We might not always like the way some priesthood holders act, but to disparage the priesthood is not being responsible.